Thursday, October 26, 2017


I still struggle with trying not to divide life into before and after.
Before. After.
Time seems to stand still in the after, but in reality it's flying by at the speed of light and the only thing standing still is me. Myself, i'm the one making before always seem heartbreakingly recent.
But it's not. Before was a lifetime ago.

Here are some photos from an old film, from before.

Before i lost the urge and will to create.
It's coming back though. I'm forcing it back into my life, slowly.
I guess that's how i ended up getting this film developed.
To make room for something new.