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Let me be medicine

There’s something good, something healthy, about doing one of these end of the year type posts, that i hadn’t really thought of until i started working on it over Christmas in Denmark. Even though it’s a lot of work and turns out messy and what’s the point even, and ugh, it forces you to really …

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May 2004 – September 2021

From the iPhone journal: The passage of time feels insulting. I want so badly for it to go backwards, but it keeps rushing forward. Away from you.Away from the time you were here, existing physically.It’s almost as if it doesn’t even give a damn about how much I need to be with you again. I don’t …

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You can always come home

Today on the train that song came up on my Spotify. The one I was listening to on repeat in the months after we broke up. After we broke up for real, that is, if we ever really did.  I listened to it, and while I listened, I looked down and realized that I was …

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One path to follow

No, no, don’t worry, it’s not a 2020 retrospect post.Or maybe you’d enjoy one of those, actually i would too, but this ain’t it!But you know how i love to sneak in one last post at the end of the year, especially as i sit here, reflecting on how different my New Years Eve was …

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Saudade

From the future self journal: “It’s still early morning at the house and i can tell it’s gonna be a warm day. It already is. It’s spring. I can hear the birds singing and there’s a lazy gray cat on my bed. She hears them too. Soft light is flooding the bed from the large …

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With every heartbeat

Oh hello and welcome back! To the first blog post at least partially written, but the second one posted, in WordPress. Transitioning to this new format was very weird for me. But, good weird? A new beginning for my untitled blog!You’ll noticed that captions are below the pictures now, like they have been on every …

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Crash soft

Hi, it’s your untitled blog, you know, the one you read while maybe wishing it would post more than twice a year?Yeah, that one! Here it is saying happy New Year! Sometime during the last month of the decade, i was gonna have a new blog post ready for you. Yes i was, and it …

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We were in love

From the iPhone journal: You carry it around every day. Like depression, like anxiety, like an invisible chronic illness.  It’s something heavy and dark that only you know about. If you’re lucky like me, you can still function. You work hard at finding joy in the tiniest things, you observe and squeeze the magic out …

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The garden

    I wrote the following piece back in the winter after spending longer than i care to admit trying to turn a particularly toxic fling into something meaningful, and ending up feeling some pretty severe emotional and physical repercussions of that failed attempt.  I don’t believe anyone should have to endure any form of …

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